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Note to all my Buddies   
07:42pm 06/01/2004
 
mood: amused
For those of you who still look at my journal, this one is now, not going to be used. I've caved and bought myself a paid account, that can be found at [info]orphen. Corny name I know, but I'll enjoy using it *L* So, Am switching to that from now on. Ya'll need to add me under that. Because I'll use the heck out of it. Being paid and all @___@ for a year even. So, Addage! :p
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
AAAAAAARGH FUCKING SCHOOL HOW I HATE THEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!   
07:07pm 05/01/2004
 
mood: sick
.......

................

God FUCKING dammit. Not even a week back at the High School from HELL, and I'm already sick. I can't fucking wait to get out of there. Its not my own lack of nutritiony stuff that makes me sick, its THEM. THAT PLACE. I want to kill whoever keeps spreading these germs to me. Not only, am I sick in ways I'd rather not disguss, but I've got stabby pains below my armpit and around my chest. IT HURTS.

All the school's fault. AND, I fell asleep during Aragorn scenes of The Two Towers:Extended Edition. I NEVER do that. Its the Frodo/Sam scenes I fall asleep at, if I fall asleep at all....I think I had dreams of Aragorn though, but can I remember them? NOoooooo.

And, we had food tonight. GOOD food. And I couldn't eat it. Because after eating less than half, I felt sick to my stomach. AREGH.

So, sitting in front of computer with blankets all wrapped about and heater on. I wish I had gloves. Hands are cold. Even if the heat is on, they're still cold. *wibble* I want the pain to go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaay... *sniffles* I'd do the sleep thang, but I know it won't work. Been this kind of sick before. Bet it was the same diseased VILLAN who gave me this this time around ¬¬ Will find him/her/it and destroy it. Yesss.. We will destroy it, and then we will go to FYE and buy Aragorn Life-size Cutout precious.....

....Okay. Going to go, and try to take mind off of this, but looking at my shiny. Talking to people too. Thats good.. mm.. If I can't sleep, I'll watch the second half of TTT, I shut it off after the first disc because I fell asleep. >=O If I can't sleep, I'll just watch the second bit. I'll probably fall asleep again. *Wibble* Aragorn.... *sniff*

...Paaaaain.

~V-san
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
....*snort*   
11:18am 05/01/2004
 
mood: accomplished
..Well, since I don't have anything to do in this class, and no one is online, I stole that character thingy from Joieie's journal, and am going to do it in my 'constructive' time in Multi class *G*

Wheeeeeeee! )
 
     

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AH!!!   
08:48am 05/01/2004
 
mood: giddy
..At school right now. FUCK. HATE SCHOOL. Dammit dammit dammit. Don't want to be here.

...Only thing keeping me alive right now, is the copy of the book ROTK in my purse. *sage nod*

....That and the image of Aragorn in my head. *dreamy sigh*

....Okay. I haven't posted in a while. I went and saw ROTK yesterday, LOVED it. Now, I MUST find images of Arwen and Aragorn from the end and make icons. It is my calling. MUST. must.

...I'm thinking I might make a new journal, for me. Just like, make this one a dead journal. No more posting in it. Because, this name is kinda from a time in my life, where I wasn't exactly happy. I have never been, at any time, gothic, although my wardrobe is like, 98% black. And, as far as I know, I'm not schizophrenic, although, considering the massive amount of characters I have, it would be understandable if I was. I've never taken on the personality of my characters and.. *Shifty eyes at Voldemort and Rade* I never plan to. *nodnodnod* that would be bad.

..But still. I'll post if I change it. Will probably be something like 'Varispie' I'm sure. Or something stupid and fangirlish. Haven't decided yet. I might also give in and buy myself extra icons for here. I hate this 'three icon' thing. I need MORE... although, I dunno if I can. I WANT to.. but, I'm kind of poor. u__U

...I also remembered I still have to do Christmas Presents for people. Drawings really, because, duh, poor. So, if someone wants a drawing from me, and I haven't given you a real present, post what you want me to draw, and you'll get it someday. Before next Christmas. Promise....

...When I get a job, I might actually be able to afford sending you people real gifts.

...Thats it for now. Will leave you with this bit of fangirlishness

OMFG! ARAGORN IS SO SEXY!!!!!!! *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEGE!*

~Varispie!
 
     

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ERp.   
02:59pm 18/11/2003
 
mood: amused
Am totally insane for making another Journal, BUT that's okay. I'll be insane. I'm perfectly comfortable with that.. >.> Yes.. I am. ye can find my non-restricted journal at GJ as Varispie I'll probably just have like a mirror thing going on with the journals, but I might post over there if I get angry at Livejournal for being a slow motherfucker. Which happens a lot.


Aaanyways. My senior pictures that I got forever ago and hav been too lazy to upload until now.

Senior Photos are phun!!!!!!1 )

And I'm done for now. Time to go sell my soul to the icon gods. XD

~V-san
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
Holy fuckin' hell eh?!   
10:57pm 10/11/2003
 
mood: bored
...Kay. Haven't updated in like, FOREVER.

...SO

Am going to put a stockpile of EVERY character I have right now. Just because I'm bored. Granted this will be outdated in like, a day. But, eh.

----------------------

Aparecium

Susan Bones
Hestia Jones
Seamus Finnigan
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Liberi Fatali

Cho Chang
Hannah Abbott

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Beyond the Ashes

Hermione Granger
Maggie Moondrie

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(Not sure about this one yet, I THINK E told me I could make the journal, so I did, but my brain was kinda out there last night.)

Imperio

Lisa Turpin

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And the biggest of all....

Magic And Muggles

Alda Delibertis
Amie Marasdon
Amyl Vane
Augustine Zabelle-Fallières
Carmen Laconi
Charlie Elwin
Damien Coy
Danielle Emm-Buchanan
Erika Harper
Eroica Hopper
Eycalane Freedman
Farthen Wright
Firenze
Gabrielle Delacour
Ghost Maverios
Haru Onoda
Hestia Jones
Isabel Collins
Jacey Kalicrapha
Kestrel Ellwood
Lacey Carter
Lance Holdcraft
Lee Jordan
Litany M. Booker
Lucia Moore
Melinda Drego
Merlin Ellwood
Myron Wagtail
Parvati Patil
Madam Poppy Pomfrey
Rainbow Brite-Winters
Rose DaChowen
Rose Zeller
Silius Willett
Starlin Hopper
Susan Bones
Theona Brownville
Tuesday McCandliss
Victoria Klerona
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I think that was everyone. Heh. I'm such a dork.. *adorks*

~V-san
 
     

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06:46pm 26/10/2003
 
mood: accomplished
Yes, I haven't posted for a while. I know. u__U Been busy with Online RPs and such. I'm all submersed and addicted.. nammit. I REALLY hope I haven't failed any classes.. this would mean I'd have to quit all RP for the rest of the year.. u__U

Alright.. so the reason I'm posting, is I'm community whoreing on you people.

I made an RP. Its Harry Potter, so those of you who don't like HP, you can stop reading now.

Those of you who're still interested the link is Beyond the Ashes

Its kind of beta, so if anyone sees problems or has suggestions, or even want to whore themselves off to being Mods ( I need two.) That would be great. And.. as you can see, as I JUST put the thing up, the only character at the moment is my Hermione. I'm hoping to track down Harry and Ron players at least soon. Because.. I kind of need them.. Espically Harry.. o__O;;

So.. yeah. thats it.

~V-san
 
     

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O___o   
08:18am 06/10/2003
 
mood: scared
I'm scared.

I just joined my first Journal RP thing... I'm scared.

I've never done one before.. I've done IM RP and stuff... but that was DBZ.. there isn't exactly much plot involved in that kind of RP... we just killed shit and got strong. (I was Trunks. *wibble* I miss that chat. they gave my character away when my computer died last year. I came back and all my beeyooteful stats were ERASED. I was very sad.)

So.. yeah. Waiting to hear back about my application... I applied Susan Bones.. XD I heart Susan. I should make a cult devoted to her.

Help me!!! O__O

~Varis
 
     

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Senior Photo!!   
05:37pm 02/10/2003
 
mood: amused
Well, those of you who are wondering, yes, I do have m' senior photo.

Phooooto. )

This is only a scan of my photo I have to submit to the Yearbook because otherwise they're cutting me out (Assholes. So mean. I'll HAVE my pictures in three weeks can't they fucking wait? Its not like they'll be done by then Geezus.).

I'll scan the other three and this one in color, and all will be happy.. I think. o__O

So.. yes. Thats it. Uh-huh.

Laters!
~V-san
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
Wheee   
11:40am 29/09/2003
 
mood: amused
In school.

Uh-huh. That's right. Ladies who couldn't access LJ last year? We can now. Just can't acess Game sites. Which makes me very sad.. as there was a video I wanted to watch.. but.. alas.. u__U

Anyhoot. Just being random posting. Okay? okay.

Later!

~Varis
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
Happy Days!   
06:23pm 28/09/2003
 
mood: cheerful
Okay, first off, my last post? He's fine. Still alive, since he poked fun at my uber-worry through one of our friends. Haha.. ¬¬ I'll yell at him later.

Aaaaaand.. Now the *SQUEE*

[info]star_swinger made me a set of WONDERFUL Boondock Saints Icons for me doing a new layout for her. They are SOOOOOO shiiiiiiiiiney. She made the one I'm currently using, but I'mma put up the ones she made soon. *wibbles in the good way* I HEART YOU CAITY B!

Mmm.....

And.. New Charmed tonight! Whee! I'm trying to decide if I want to tape it, or just go watch it. I think that if no one is on by 7:50EST I'll be heading downstairs, so ifn' anyone had any ideas of snagging me ye better snag quick as it is now 7:27 here!

School tommorrow... u__U dun wanna go! I've got a test in English.. *sigh* Canterbury tales, Gawain and the Green Knight, and Everyman... At least after we get done this we move into Shakespeare stuff. *glee* I can't wait to read Macbeth. XD

Oh. And ladies around my area? Caity B, Rachel, Krystal.. y'know.. the gang. We all TOTALLY need to get together like.. sometime this or next weekend and have a random movie-and-game weekend. Just because we haven't done one for quite some time.

Cha!
~V-san
 
     

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Wheeee... Murphy and shiney new layout!   
08:30pm 21/09/2003
 
mood: crazy
murphy
Murphy McMannus. You're an Irish badass. You're
the crazy, spontaneous brother. You and your
brother used to work in a meat packing plant,
now you kill baddies. They messed with you so
they deserved it. And you're hot, woo.


Which Boondock Saints character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Just so everyone knows, that quiz SUCKS. totally predictable. I'll be making a better one, believe you me. With better images too. Uh-huh. Believe in the Sex that is BS.

AAAAAAAAAND. Varispi has gone WHEE! and made glitter, and bought the movie! YAY!

And, not that its new, been for a week almost.. but yeah.. Boondock Saints Layout. With a loverly icon made by Caity B! ^__^ Which I stole from her site. xD But yes. I heart the hand images.. yaaaay.. ^___^ And.. SO watching the movie EVERY day for the rest of my LIFE! *squee!*


....Or at least till PotC comes out on DVD. *giggle* Then I'll be watching tWO movies the rest of my life. *L*

"Rope? What the fuck d'you need rope for?"
~Varis
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
*eee*   
11:53pm 12/09/2003
 
mood: aggravated
Haven't posted in a while.. but I have things to say things to saaaay....

School's started.. Eh. Been doing that. Doing alright so far I think.

New characters buzzing around... Meh.

STARVED for RP. I NEEEEEED. >< I HATE never being online. Its not like I do anything with my day.

Have to submit my Essay and Journal to P2P tomorrow.. Problem? Journal is not done, and neither is the Essay. And I don't have the proper Paperwork for it. Erk.

I want to RP.. so badly. Just.. ARgh. I'll go crazy soon. Lack is bad. ><

That's all then.

~Varis
 
     

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Wheeet   
04:36pm 01/09/2003
 
mood: geeky
Back from NH. My sister is now married. Go her.. o__O slightly poofed on that. We all danced like crazy people at the reception last night. Slept goooood.. Got up the next morning and got to watch Power Rangers in Space! YAY ANDROS AND ZHANE!! *swoon* *gigglefit* Okay.. I'm Okay. I just amused myself by clicking around and being like "I won'der which PR this is...? ....GASP!! THE PSYCHO RANGERS!!! THIS MEANS!!! YAAAAAAY!!!" XD I AM a dork thank you...

And I'm excited! I just heard that Rainbow Brite is gonna start airing on TV again! YAY! XD

And with that...






Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.



*cough* And then I poof!

~Varis
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
   
02:34pm 27/08/2003
 
mood: amused
*giggle*

HASH(0x85427c4)
You're Silly!Jack

Yo Ho Yo Ho, it's an Alcoholics Anonymous for you!
Maybe you're drunk, maybe you just like being
the clown! Whatever it is, it amuses everyone!


What kind of Jack Sparrow are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


Just randomness. I heart Jack. I'm making a layout. Yesshiam. *nodnod*
 
     

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I've got a Pirate name!   
02:20pm 27/08/2003
 
mood: hyper
Your pirate name is:


Red Morgan Vane



Passion is a big part of your life, which makes sense for a pirate. You tend to blend into the background occaisionally, but that's okay, because it's much easier to sneak up on people and disembowel them that way. Arr!

Shiiiiney. I'm amused by the fact that that's Amyl's last name. And Just for the shiney of it, I'm naming Amyl's mother "Morgan" *snickerfit* We Have developed a new plot in three seconds flat Go me! XD

The Quiz is Here By the way. All my hearties go and check it out! Arr! XD I need to make a background and stuff for Red Morgan Vane now. *nodnod* the character has been spurred. *nodnodnod*

Wheeet.

~Varis
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
PLOTTING!!! ITS DONE!   
10:51pm 24/08/2003
 
mood: accomplished
Okay, all you people who have seen me wandering around shiftily for the last months, shooting out Possessed characters at random and what not, here it is. The method to my madness.

They're coming to take me away haha! )

There are things I'll need to know. Like DE's who specalize in Imperius, as well as possible character student thingies who could get submitted. I don't need many, but this is a plot lots of people are going to have to get in on in order to give me enough confidance to work it out.

So, Feedback people! I need it!

~Varis
 
     

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I'll kill you.....   
08:35pm 24/08/2003
 
mood: groggy
......

URGH.

Wellthen, lets do an overview of Varis's day today shall we?

1am Still awake. Went to bed at 11, and I was still awake at 1. Musing over characters and plotting at first, but eventually it was just because of the throbbing pain in my head. Got up, got drugs. It was all good and I eventually fell asleep.

8am Woke up by the father, feeling like I got NO sleep, and being v. V. tired. Got dressed, put contacts in, and accidentily stabbed myself in the EYE with my eyeliner pencil. Had a black bit of eyeliner on my eye, which hurt like a fucker. Could not get it out, could still be there for all I know.

9am Sat and listened to little child at chruch describe to me EVERY fucking detail about the Matrix Returns or whatever the fuck that game is.. when All I wanted to do was curl up in the fetal position on the couch in the lobby and sleep.

10am got ten seconds of sleep, got some sugar. when we left dad was like "Wanna go back to the Festival?" so Meh, I went with them.

12noon Left home for festival. Whee. Got a Bloomin' Onion for lunch, was in pain for several hours.

2pm was in much ow, so took keys from father and went back to car to curl up in the fetal position in the backseat. Did not get any sleep, but did get to sit and think about stupid things for about an hour.

3pm We went home. I curled up in chair with sheep blanket and watched movies.

6pm Dinner. Good. Chicken and stuffing. Nummy.

7pm Went to rent movies. Got to drive there. Wanted to get Chicago. They were all out of DVD and VHS. I was sad. Rented Gangs of New York instead, but was tempted to get Lord of the Rings, The Two Towers.. Also was tempted to get Cowboy Bebop: Knockin' on Heaven's Door, but did not. Will get those next time if Chicago is still not in. Also rented Tomb Raider: Angel of Darkness.

7:30pm Got home. Put in Tomb Raider and played it for about an hour. Could not get past the random house falling apart. Kept falling. Figured I should stop because pounding in head interfeared with intelligent thought. Went upstairs, took contacts out, and took more Advil for headache.

9pm-now Sitting on computer. Staring blankly. Have Susan muses, but can't use her yet. uploaded the picture I drew to expand the representation of Susan Bones, because it makes me sad that there are very few fanartists who draw her. So I'm making myself one of them. I am offically the Gryffindor who has been adopted as a Hufflepuff Pimp. I shall spread the Hufflepuff pride, and promote their power.

That's it then. Head still hurts, will probably be in bed soon because of pain. ><;

Later.
~V-san
 
     

( And Shepards we shall be, for thee m'lord for thee..)

 
AAAAAAH!   
06:35pm 23/08/2003
 
mood: uncomfortable
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

*dies* OwOWOWOWOWOWWOOWOWWOWOW!!!!

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammit.

Why did I have to be born with ovaries? *cry*


*cough* Moon flow started this morning. Fucking hell. Hurts more than it usually does. Fuck.

I.

Need.

Drugs.

Or a hammer.

Either way.

*die*

~Varis
 
     

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*DIES!*   
06:05pm 20/08/2003
 
mood: amused
XD This was so amusing. I did it three times.. just because it was so amusing. o__O
Read more... )

*SNORTS* Amyl collaberating on a Romance novel.. XD

"...I would NEVER. It's TRASH. A discrace to the literary world!"
 
     

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